December 2009
5 tags
new years
lets chase vodka with high fives, welcome to the best nights.
“Breathe kids, the mould is getting old.
It’ll be gone any day.
The...”
“You’ve never been so used as I’m using you,
abusing you, my little...”
“This is where we’re supposed to be, sitting by a broken tree.
No tragedy,...”
“These streets will make you feel brand new.
The lights will inspire you.”
wow.
kso.
i want to be a model. but i just realised how far out my dream is. everyone always tells me im gorgeous, so i applied for a modeling agency, and they said, “you’ll never be a model, you have braces”
woooow. also; on the application site they said no plus size models, low BMI required. So basically they are encouraging dieting and starvation diets. REAL CLASSY.
and the sad...
watch your step,
i forget where i put the mines,
making a trail of danger, a border of protection.
i thought i’d stay up here alone, never to let the poison spill from my lips again.
but you drew me out, with the promise of more.
“from day one i talked about getting out, but not about getting about
all my...”
– fall out boy
the new guy at work.
michaelreale:
There’s a new guy at my work who owns a tattoo gun and he has yellow and black ink. Triforce time :)
I used to work with him, his name is Kris isnt it?!
“i’ve got the brightest star you’ll ever find,
even the sun is jealous of the...”
7 tags
miley?
not trying to tear ms.miley down, but has no one else noticed that she cant sing live?
and that she grinded a pole at the teen choice award.
I’ll admit she’s gorgeous and can sing (kinda) but she isnt a role model, she’s very scandalous, she’s already sent naked pics, cmon, that was kinda asking for it. everyones always talking about what a great role model she is, but...
“maybe its not my weekend, but its gonna be my year”
– all time low - weightless
Epic Nights →
conform me 01
i dont see the attraction, the need to conform
i mean, why would you want to be like everyone else?
and yet every day, they strive to be someone else.
someone there not.
since when is dishonesty preferred? since when is lying the norm?
what kind of sick, corrupted world do we live in?
everythings a charade, how do you stay in role?
3 tags
Dislike button
everyone is so eager to be negative on facebook.
6 tags
new years resolutions.
his year I will;
restart my band + vocal lessons. impact a (or many) stranger’s life in a big, positive way. inspire more people with low self-esteem and eating disorders to reach out for help. To do 730 good deeds (2 for every day), to drink more water, live out loud, refocus on art + photography. forgive my family. smile as often as i can. save a life.
this year,
I will make a change,...
merry christmas.
as the clock struck twelve, i spilled my heart.
right there in front of you,
it laid their beating and bleeding at your feet,
still tethered to my chest it stayed,
and the truth floods out.
i dont love you anymore, i wont love you ever again.
the words were harsh enough that i believe them, in every syllable pronounced there is finality.
for a moment, the heart skips a beat,
and i stuff it...
“to make peace in the world, you must first make peace with yourself.”
– Me.
you are the seven deadly sins.
step by step
i get farther away,
this crooked road, so full of suprises, waiting for me.
ive got nothing to take with me,
only my ripped clothes, and broken heart,
it drags along behind me
yeah, i might have nothing
and thats what it takes to be nothiing like you.
the one who has everything, and only wants more.
your selfish ways make me gag
how can you have so much greed?
of all the...
fame
if i could promise you anything,
itd be that i never meant to leave you
it wasnt my choice to make
as i lie here, face down on my sagging mattress,
i miss you more then anything.
just know, your not the only thing i left behind.
like a flower finally blooming, im shooting up, higher to the stars.
higher to the city lights.
and im leaving this town before.
oh. im gonna be famous, just mark...
“HOLY CUNT I HAVE FIRE.”
– me. on playing super smash brothers.
free your...
breath
feet
mind
heart
voice
dreams
inhibitions
all i want for christmas
dennishegstad:
is to be happy.
likewise.
5 tags
christmas
the ghosts of my past are back again.
for the holidays, they haunt me.
names spoken quietly, but loud enough to hear,
and every year
i cry myself to sleep cause christmas day wont ever bring what ive always wanted.
keep your presents,
dont send them my way,
if you cant bring him to me, then stay away
this whole break ive been a wreck,
and who’s to blame?
the one i promised i loved...
i hate the holidays.
all the bright lights, and such lovely smells
the songs are all acoustic, and they all speak of special someones,
nestling by the fire, and kissing under mistletoe,
but then theres me and you,
well, really there isnt me and you.
theres me
without you.
needless to say your all thats on my mind,
i bought you a gift and wrote you a card
but we havent seen each other in months.
cant you see...